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3/10/2018

In my chest there is something missing

A stolen object that signifies value and voids baggage

Instead of hiding I had it on my sleeve

Accessible to everyone, and easy to steal

Finding pieces to track down seems impossible

Without you to help lift myself 

I’m only able to crawl

There is no antidote to heartbreak

Escaping isn’t an option

My love for you doesn’t power off, when you unplugged the cord

mindless infatuation towards the thought of you breaks me

My unbelievably damaged heart wasn’t ready for this.

Internalizing your action adds more bruises

Waking up to the thought of you 

brings me pain

I’m chained to disbelief of never seeing you again.

The boy that I first met isn’t here anymore and nor is the girl I was before.

Silencing myself to stay bounded to you is something of the past.

The anger that I share behind the idea of not crossing the same paths while we exist in this world.

Winds up the new gears in my spirit that were never grinder before.

Despair, could be the ideal feeling of losing you but also I share that feeling for my own self.